糜烂的长假期生活

Holiday?

holiday?

hooray or = =zzz

i'll choose = =zzz

cuz now i'm  = =zzz

students always wanna get holidays.
but not me.
esp long holiday.
except holiday for me to do sth to catch up sth.

me...alone...din get a job during this long holiday.
for me, it's not holiday.
it's long days for me to wait for the result.
result of me going to which Uni to study.

i do nothing just to wait.
i cant do anything pun.
except for continue improving my English, which i found it went the opposite way, and keep reading my biology again plus chemistry as both these subjects are related to the courses i applied for uni. (but i din read them = =zzz)

gathering....gathering...gathering...
some projects with friends.
chatting chatting chatting....

well, it's very relaxing.

yeah...it's too relaxing that i feel insecure bout it.

how can i'm so relax while the others are so busy?
my mind is getting rust. rosak. like the machine.
use too much it'll get burned.
din use for too long. it wont work much anymore. = =zzz

i hardly can solve a simple math question. = =zzz that Jeremy asked me to help solve questions tat his students got problem with.
actually he wanna hao lian. but it's me too stupid. the question is really simple but i just couldn't remember how to solve it and so me kena laughed by that evil JEremy. = =zzz

I USED TO SO HAO LIAN BOUT MY MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
though i'm not the top of the top. but i'm good in it! i used to be teacher of my friends! T_T
now........ - -...

but if u ask me to do some questions to practise myself...
duh....
"Lazy" i'll reply u.


actually i'm really free like...nothing to do except sitting in front of my laptop after i'm awake and before i go to sleep.

but i'm mentally not really free.
i'm tired.
this to 烦 that to 烦.

as long as i still get any reply from NUS i will still mentally not free.
I dun have much mood to play around.
ya lah....if u jio me out, i'll still out.
but the mood...it's like....if it's 以前, my mood to go out would be 8 - 10 (10 as full mark)
but now....even if i'm out...my mood wound be only 6-8.

i can tell u i feel like going to sing k.
i wanna watch movie.
but the mood....still lower than usual.

guess it's because of the NUS刺, just like 榴莲刺still stuck in my heart.

i cant enjoy things freely.

i'm not down. i'm not unhappy.

it's just me...now....is EXTREMELY　Neutral.

no high....no low.
i wont go excited, neither down.

i cant help too.

my friends so excited jio me out.
me reply them with cold voice. give them cold respond. even with a yes.
just like a robot saying "yes" ...very dead.

but i just couldn't help mah!

the fire in my heart  is gone.

but dun worry.
it'll be back. just after the 刺被拔出来.


and very tired ar.

recently hardly can sleep well.
even i'm on my bed.
closing my eyes.
waiting for deep sleep.

maybe 心中的小石头还不能放下, i hardly can get into deep sleep.

row here and there...
no lah.
just flip and flop.

after get into deep sleep...
a while a while will wake up too.

= =zzz that one lagi tiring.

but what to do boh!
i'm not the type that can say run then me immediately run.
u nida give me time to be mentally prepared.

that's why.
i'm keep things away from disturbing me to be mentally prepared for uni.
i know nothing bout uni.
i dunno what should i prepare.
things to buy?
documents to prepare?
passport?
books?
fees?
bank?

and i have to prepare all those things by myself.
none of my family member will arrange those things for me.
休想！this is the style of my family.

do all the things by urself！

tat's why i nid time to prepare.
cuz i know nothing bout it.

and i know it'll be very troublesome if i din prepare those important things well.

anyway....
i still wanna go sing k. =]

This time is really short

Cut my hair....

cut my hair.....


cuz my eldest sister invited me to cut hair together.
to the shop that we owes go for hair cut....

and i always let the 理发师 do wadever he wants with my hair....

and he always know i want to have short hair......

today...dunno what motivates him......
"cut short?" he asked me before i say anything.
"ya."
"Dare to cut very short?"
"ya...."

"You ever watch Astro ? "
"No........"

.... i guess he saw somebody with very short hair in Astro and  he wants to do that on my hair....

so,ok....
he's very excited....

cut and cut and cut....

WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
REALLY SHORT!!!!
i was very  happy too!!!!!

cool man!!! never been so short before....


but then..........went home....
after taking bath....
it's no more the same..
= =zzz and i never 抓头发
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE SHORT SHORT HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

die liao....
now just let it be what it can be....= =zzz


cincai lah...
it's good to have that short short hair in this very hot weather.
and save money. cuz dun nid so much shampoo.
very easy to get dry.

and i dun like long hair cuz very easy to get tangled and messy....
and when i'm sleeping.....i dunno where to put the hair to...
it's so annoying...

now all the problems are gone!
just got new problem appears : how to make it look good if i wanna go out? and what to wear?= =zz

女人我最大！厄...我不大

Sunday 8/5/2011   Very very very vEry veRy verY HOT

didn't know about wad's happening outside my home....= ="
so didn't know Kevin sensei was going to come Kuching.

Sarina invited me.
me think think xia.....................cuz i'm not the one interested in those make-up stuff and so on....
so not really interest to go.

but not bad to see a taiwanese that i owes see from tv with my own eyes.........ahaha!!!
and ppl is a handsome guy pun.....

plus Elyssa that time owes jio us out....

so i take this as a chance to go out with them lo....
then she wont owes jio...........................................

cuz my mood to go out........kinda disappearing liao~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
HEHEHEHEHE

well.............................................

first saw Kevin.....i was like "WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! slimmer....."
maybe because my tv is in rectangle shape that makes all the ppl in there looks fatter.....
but there's not much different lah..........................

he's darker.
maybe because in tv they got the lighting effect to make them look fair.........
or maybe because Kuching's weather is DAMN HOT that makes him dark just for a short moment....


wah wah wah......................................REALLY HOT LOH!

the products he introduced....there's one...............
green one. spray.   i like that.....
cuz..........................................................................
Kevin used it to spray to the audience........................

the effect macam air-con.
hiak hiak hiak hiak..........................



but that's kanasai of that girl who cincai introduce the product (the same one) [before Kevin reached]
she explain the nonsense and use my face to do experiment = =zzz
who ask me to be so unlucky being an Asian....

we memang dunno how to reject ppl lo....

after she put that thing on my face......just a while ask me take it down,
she said "see?! great effect rite?"

Elyssa : "got meh?"

= =zzzz she's not asian........AHAHAHA....

memang.

woi.....if u tell her "got meh??? where got?! u cheat us."
I TELL U SHE WILL USE MY WHOLE FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just fast fast let her go.= =zzzzz



well well well..................
I was there looking at the ppl there...
I didn't really care what he said....ahaha....paiseh.

I enjoy watching the pretty model.......

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.............................
i did listen to wad Kevin said lah.
some important things bout taking care of our faces, our skins..............
how to make up ( a bit ).........

well...i....wont have any idea how to do all those things...
cuz i dunno how to buy those things....
so ...
i'll just keep those knowledge for future use.......

thanks for sharing. He's too nice to be here to introduce other ppl's products......
waseh..........................
waseh..........................
waseh..........................
clap hands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not much ppl care for kch ppl T_T....thanks for coming................
the weather so hot.....
the ppl so bo kuan....
the gals are not pretty....
they are crazy..........insane....
they dun give u much reactions.....which makes KEvin 冷场
paiseh....we all from hutan.....
but still Kevin dun mind that much and came here to share those important things that many kuching ppl dunno.
Thank you!






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AHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sure those ppl will tumbuk me if they saw the blue words....
=p....i'm just telling the truth.
u wanna blame? blame urself....and improve urself !!! lalalala~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ahahaha................



"不要跟别人比较 . 别说她的鼻子比我挺, 眼睛比我大. 只要今天的你比昨天美, 你就是一个成功的人!!!" 

- Kevin 老师

I feel LaZy

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 zzzZZzzzZZZZzzz lazy.......

I TOLD YOU I FEEL LAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

: UGH.........

: RRRRRRRRRRRRRUSAI!

KO......!

Another fun project

Well.....since today is Labour Day....
I invited my friends (four...should be five) for some projects....

hehehehe....cant tell yet.

Well......one of the reason is to return Swee Fen her drinks....= ="...hahaha.....

and this project I want to do it long time ago liao....no lah....just few days ago.....

So i quickly took this chance to gather my friends for this project...

Sms-ed Elyssa, Swee Fen, Sarina and KTA (asked him to ask Lobak)
asked them if they're free for this project on this day.
well......first msg received was from KTA "so gay...." = =zzzz
then Sarina and Swee Fen told me they can make it.
Then I on MSN and Facebook to get answer from  Elyssa....

then....everyone was ok.......

but then....confirm with KTA again....he said dun wan.....
and Lobak went to Damai....3pm coming back.....= = zzzz then he keep spamming the chatting box with this......jiak sai....

then Swee Fen told me she forgot she needs to meet her cousin. then....another one left.

Well, we'll still continue with the project....

At Lyssa's house....discussing....planning.......chatting.......
and start doing....

wooohooooo......kinda fun.......

many unexpected things happened.....
just like Sarina....she breaks record.
She's the first one who scared the Cameragirl....
haha.................................and She was really scary.....Even me also get scared when I was watching from far.

hahahahahaha........the best one ever.


Well.....now I needa complete the last part of the project. haiz....it's a tiring work...
but will get REALLY SATISFIED!!!!!! when finish it off.

hmmm....there's still two more projects left......will see how.....hehehehehehehe....
hopefully can successful....cuz we fail this kind of project more frequently when we're getting older.....

Anyway....today was kinda fun.
though the dinner was kinda lame.......hahaha.........cincai lah~~~~~
Kuching got not much place to play around. and today many people....= =zzz sien.....
People drives a lot will know. please do understand~ =D

Spirited away 重温

Yesterday went to Eveline's house for BBQ. gathering with F6 friends.

Thanks to her sis i got chance to watch back Spirited Away....

wooohooo......THANKS A LOT! kamsahamida!

so touched........cuz at home my sis got that disc but couldn't find....

This anime i'd watched for many times already. I think around 5 times? or more.....

Awesome girl.

I think this movie is one of them that motivates me to learn more from this world.

This girl learnt to be strong and independent after she entered that weird world.

Took this pic from devianArt. they edited it....looks a like!!!!

These cute tiny things....hahaha.......dance happily when it's time to eat.

Hardworking.........hehe.....

The mouse very 抢镜头. haha.....

~Bye bye~

Ghibli's music describes my mood?Out with friends again.

Don't know.....
recently will suddenly feel sad......

maybe i can sense that I'm leaving soon.....of course i'm leaving.

Especially Spirited Away's song.....
the theme song..........i watched a Japanese pianist playing it....

so touched.......just like one of the comment said....it's sad and happy at the same time.

even the pianist also cried......(Just tears coming out quietly.....maybe he kek kin.....)

Spirited Away this anime is the one among Ghibli's movies that I've watched that makes me feel sad at the end of the story.....
not really sad as in...........something bad happen.....
it's the feeling that every time things are all settled and it's time to say goodbye.

you'll feel sad with a smile on your face. <<< this should be the description....

recently..........feel kinda bored at home.
though I've decided not to go out anymore after went for kinda many gatherings with friends.....
and i'm kinda bankrupt already....needa always borrow money from bank (my Mum)
somehow when Friend invites......mostly i'll go.
unless i got mood interruption from NUS.......just like last time.....
that i've rejected two invitations from Sarina and Elyssa (u can see it from previous post)

after Swee Fen and Jeremy somehow have cooled me down....
me return to the normal me and starts missing my friends...........

so yesterday....because of one of my post ....it's the mood weather report application in Facebook that i everyday will unlock one weather......and that day cun cun the weather was sth that says i'm bored at home....then Sarina invites me out. cuz she's in the same situation too.
Then turned out we go for a movie. We'd planned to watch A Chinese Ghost (not really sure bout the title)
then.....invite KTA......Lobak not going cuz already watched. Elyssa......I think I forgot to tell her.......I've mistaken with sth else....
anyway.....She won't be interested in that movie and it's lucky of her not joining us cuz......

= = ".....three of us (me Sarina KTA) wasted RM 11 to watch a gay movie.......D:

gay movie? Ah Bong sure high and excited!.....xiao.........

that movie is The Lost Bladesman......<<< not sure bout the title too.......

the story was like this....i mean my story not the movie.
Me at home waiting for Sarina to come my house (She's following my car to Spring)
Then She's late cuz her father got sth to deal with......not really sure.

AFter she reached my house, we then went to pick KTA.
= =zzz this guy face like sai when he came out from his house and entered my car.
Sarina asked him question he macam ignore cuz mood behsong.........

after several times of asking he baru start talking.....= =zzz macam girl having period.

Then reached Spring........OH HO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! many cars.......
tiam tiam tiam...................
KTA : "tak sempat liao......." means tak sempat to watch the movie we wanted to. cuz that time already 2.00pm, our movie starts at 2.15pm. and we haven't park the car yet.

So keep turning and turning and turning.........
finally get a place to park.
then .......bo bien liao....already 2.15pm......
ok lo......start thinking bout other movie........


reached MBO, choose and choose.....asked KTA wad's "The Lost Bladesm" <<< shown on the screen.....which i think is weird.....
because of the Bladesm.....We can't pronounce it well......and when asked KTA, I think he didn't get it....so he said he don't know......so we didn't consider it at first....keep choosing another better movie.
when we're nearer to the screen (we're queuing up)....KTA baru see tiok the movie's title....then he's like "OH.....oh!!!! that one.....bla...bla...bla....."....cant really remember what he said.
Just know he said that movie is story about San Guo.....
so we all agreed to watch that movie....

Sarina "luckily Elyssa didn't follow. She'll get bored watching that movie"....true.
U'll lagi confuse if u dunno about San Guo's story.

and that movie was really.......................................................ANOTHER STORY LOH!!!!!!
it's just a story using other ppl's name.
and Guan Yu only appear on the last screen.= =zzz
no lah.....Guan Yu is the main character in that story. It's his story, his movie. but that guy .... = =zzz didn't act like Guan Yu.........even his look......his beard also not alike......
no red face.....and not tall.....= =zzzz
that guy is good in action movie but this one.....really out of topic.......

and he only wears like Guan Yu with the long beard at the ending....just one screen. = =zzzzz

and KTA so sien cuz macam wasted RM 11 for a shit.
haha.....me pula found another entertainment in that movie --> GAY....
those men inside really ACT LIKE GAY BAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
paiseh.....me macam no respect to them. haha..........those acting might be true lah....cuz tat's considered relationships between Brothers.
we three....no.....i think all the audience are laughing at that movie for some parts....
no one watch that movie with serious mood.
there's one part ..... Guan Yu and his sister-in-law kena ambush......they were talking outside the "horse-car"
suddenly got a lot of arrows shooting to them........

then....after things are selesai......those enemies are killed by Guan Yu....
they go back to the "horse-car", the horses are just fine.....

then people in the row behind us, keep saying "the horse didn't die....the horse didn't die"....
KTA : "got hear tiok?"
Me : "got~....HAHAHAHAHA"
Sarina : "what?"
Me : "people at the back keep saying the horse didn't die"
Sarina : "Hahaha......"

KTA: "sien....sien.......RM11!!!!"..........


well.....even though the story sucks.......at least it turned out we're watching a comedy.....
hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's kinda a memorable time with friends. =D

after F5, i find myself never laugh out loud anymore......hardly can........
laugh until cry was a common thing when I was in F4 F5...now.....it's uncommon thing......

F5 students, if u're reading this....even F6 students or any students still having fun with their friends in class.....
please do appreciate those times.
You can never find it back anymore...............

this was one of the reason i went for F6, i want to find another similar memories like I had in F5.
but i can't.
there's no more.

Similar to Spirited Away's ending......
the girl asked Haku if they will meet again?
He said "Yes"
but somehow I don't think so.......

After she left that place......the place that many people bullied her...and the place that she learnt a lot of things....
She'll never get back anymore.....
She can't get back to that place again..........

Maybe she can step in to that place again.....but the same thing won't occur...instead u might find that place empty.....
or another unexpected story might happened......
She might met the same person the same building....
but will everything be the same? No. this is a definite answer.

So keep those precious memories in your mind, your heart forever and ever.

And if u're someone like me with limited memory space.... write a blog. or diary....
take pictures as many as you can.
do as much as possible anything with ur friends......

those are the things that can accompany u when u get older........