First time in Uni
that i'm so stressful and helpless
the irony is, this sem suppose is the easiest sem i should have for the three years. cuz i only got one tough and heavy subject : Biochemistry and Molecular Biology.
the others are just elective subjects which are completely nothing to do with my major.
But i guess those subjects are too easy, that's why teachers in charged...........aren't that serious like teachers in other subject, for my case, Biochem.
I still can't get to catch what is the focus of the subjects...and now is already the middle of semester.
I'm totally have no idea what the subjects wan to present and let us have an idea of what this subject is about.
I can't believe i'm struggling with that two subjects....
one is just a simple subject with no prerequisite and is available as breadth subject for students from Commerce, Arts, Music.....etc.....
one is another simple breadth subject for students with Biology background.
People might give reason like "Oh, it's because you overloaded this semester, that's why you suffer."
i'll tell you, that's definitely not the reason.
I know myself very well.
and if you need proof,
I'll tell you how much i get for every single subjects in last semester. and, same, i overloaded too in last sem.
And, last sem, there's two heavy subjects for me. two other quite important subjects for me. last one is breadth subject.
Compare to this sem, I only got one heavy subject, one biotech, one maths, two breadth subjects : food microb and japanese.
comparatively, it's reasonable to say this sem is much much easier than last sem.
but my semester 2 has just get ruined.
partly because i was too lazy and procrastinated .....
but i'm not totally lazy.
i complete every quizzes and reports before the expired day. i never do last minute work.
i'll complete them as earlier as possible.
but now....
it's not whether u're lazy or not.
the problem is....there's too much waiting. Those waiting are the reason that i can't proceed properly on my studies.....and makes me looks like i'm procrastinating....
and most of the waiting are not promising.
they were fruitless.
I tried so many times to ask questions to clear up my mind....
but they just failed me so many times.
now i even get rejected to ask questions.
i find it ridiculous to hear people saying they are totally fine for u to make appointment with them and they would like to help to solve any problems.
but i tried to do the emailing.....and i didn't get immediate reply. even.....some didn't reply at all.
what's the point?
if you can't do it, don't make promises.
if you're that busy, but wish to help, think of another way that's best for you and me.
It's not like I'm so stubborn and must find you to solve my problem.
I just want to get my doubts all solved instead of me just thinking bout all the possible answers and not sure whether my thinking is alright....till i ended the semester, i still didn't get the answer.
As long as my doubts can be solved, why not?
reply my email. or answer my questions during the lectures......
or some other ways u find it convenient.....
Sincerely, I hate teachers who teach just for the sake of MONEY.
i hate people without responsibilities.
esp those who simply and happily make promises and announce the cancellation of promises later.
Teachers are the most 伟大人物。无人能比。
but money had changed too much of the directions of many things.
Many teachers nowadays teach for Money.
not only teachers...many aspects....
scientists....industries...companies...engineers....restaurants...artists...photographers....
Money is too strong and "seductive".
it's not that Money equals evil. but the stupidity of human had made Money equivalent to Evil.
I hate this. that's why...i'm not hesitated to becoming a researcher...a scientist.
well, nobody will have any idea of what will happen in the future.
but not much people realise that.
tat's the part i hate the world for.
there's too much stupid ppl who never realise they are too stupid to live on the Earth.
destroying the Earth and claim themselves saving the Earth.
such a sad world.
I'll try to ignore them and look at the bright side of this world.
