不爽

面对问题只会逃避的人

只会让人讨厌到极点


如果不能把事情做好，那就不要complain.










请负责任点

看清楚自己再开口说话。

Never ever forgot I had successfully did jap2 oral presentation

I started to take japanese (from the very beginning) since my sem 2 of first year. Think back, i was so stupid like a kindy naive kid saying weird japanese.......hahaha....

Now i'd learnt so much vocab and grammar...though my pronounciation still not that accurate....at least it's not that weird anymore. :p

Japanese 1 and 2 (both level 1) required students to have two oral presentation. there's some other tests as well...but oral presentation is the one that i'm afraid of the most. the nervous feeling...in front of your class and sensei....tat's really........."huhu...hii.....huhu...hiiii"

When i was taking jap1, it's quite easy and the oral presentation was quite short. The topic was quite kindy type...and no lecturer in the class together with tutor marking for your presentation.

This year.....i'm taking jap 2, the oral presentations were much harder cuz the topic were more complicated. My friend told me i was able to prepare my speech just few days b4 the presentation, now...we nida prepare a week b4. and nearly broke our head to think of how to express our idea with our limited "word bank".

And, in both oral presentation in jap2, lecturer showed up! That max the nervous feeling!!!!!!!!! and, same as jap1, i'm the first to present my speech again in jap2 individual oral presentation. T_T everyone clapped hand welcoming you to the hell as the first customer. LOL

but after i finished my presentation, my friends gave me "big-eyes" look. cuz they think i was too smooth and sounded pro. LOL. but actually my heart beat-ed so hard like  i met an extremely hot dude bathing nakedly....hahaha! well...this is the last time. next time, jap level 2, it's no more such easy presentation anymore. T_T and my kind and nice tutor....sensei wa ichiban yasashi sensei desu!

im gonna post my script here...remind myself not to forgot i'd went thru this!!! hmm hmmm!!!!!! the one tat made me work hard on my script was the word "shi na ke re ba na ra na katta kara," i'd practised this for about a week. said it whenever i can. l0l.

今スポーツはたいせつになります。２００８年の中国オリンピックはとても有名でしたから、今年、たくさん人はロンドンオリンピックをみたがっていました。私も見たかったです。今年、マレーシア選手もオリンピックにさんかしに行きました。

バドミントンはマレーシアの国技です。ほとんどのマレーシア人はバドミントンやサッカーが好きです。マレーシアで、スポーツはたいせつです。健康にいいですから。

私は小さいの時、運動をするのがすきでした。特に自転車をのるのが大好きでした。たいてい妹と一緒に自転車をのていました。楽しかった、おもしろかったです。

中学生のころは、スポーツクラブに参加しなければならなかったから、バドミントンをはじめました。りゆうは　友達は「一緒にバドミントンクラブにはいりましょう」　と言っていました。そして、毎週土曜日の朝に、友達に会ったり、バドミントンを遊んだりしました。今、もうスポーツをやめました。時間がありませんから。今はスポーツを見る事のほうが好きです。

私のパトなーはドーリヤさんで、中国人です。ドーリヤさんもバドミントンをあそんだことがあります。きょうみがありませんでしたが、お母さんはドーリヤさんに運動してほしかったですから、ドーリヤさんはよく週末に父母と一緒にバドミントンを遊びました。でも、ドーリヤさんはスポーツをしたくなかった、家でいるつもりだったといっていました。今、ドーリヤさんはぜんぜんスポーツをしません。

中国人はバドミントンもすきですが、あまりサッカーを遊びません。

以上で私のスピーチを終わります。ありがとうございました。

我已忘了

学会看人脸色
猜想他人的思想
他人举动的缘由
猜测他人下一步的动作

我已学会预料一个人的下一个动作
变得我已忘了惊喜。


我真的忘了。。。
那惊讶的感觉

变得太过冷静。






我无所谓

可是怕的是

别人以为我不在乎。

Finally ended that annoying assignment

HURRAY

ME FINALLY CAN SMELL THE HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'd finally finished the assignment and submitted!!!!!!!!!!!!
together with my another forum report!!!!

hooooorrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy!

i want to taste the holiday!!!!!!!

though there's still an assignment and a lab report waiting for me

BUT I WANT TO "EAT" HOLIDAY FIRST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my hunger for holiday is killing me!!!!!!!

Assignment scares off the holiday mood.

Friday was the last day of uni and then straight into the holiday period.

everyone was happy
start planning for holiday trips
start their planning of having fun

but i totally got no feeling of holiday

cuz the "ASSIGNMENT" keep stuck in my head.
block my mood to link to "holiday"

i keep asking myself "Why don't i start doing assignment earlier?"

well.......
i was quite busy with some other subjects
and quizzes plus mid-sem test happened to rush to me without me realise
so i happened to be kelam-kabut when i realise those crazy things were running towards me

i was so lazy
i admit it......

so when i feel like starting to do the assignment.....(quite early.....the first few weeks after i know there's assignment)
i was already so kelam kabut and unable to start doing the assignment

but i was able to do some research bout the topics.

should say
there's so much obstacles that stop me doing this assignment smoothly.

at first i was late to this subject cuz i changed subject suddenly on the first week of uni
and due to the reason that everyone was busying with ERC (student centre)
me changing subject is delayed
cuz too much QUEUING! at last i just skipped the queue and ask the counter
" can i just get the overload form?"
thank goodness that nice guy say "yeah, sure! fill the form and pass it to me."
I SHUDNT QUEUE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wasted my time! it's like two days !

then when i got registered into the class....most of the people had already choose their assignment topic and i was just simply choose the topic without much understanding of what is happening.

weeks later i baru can catch up what we are required to do in our assignment
and soi soi.........................
bread the easiest topic.......cuz it's too easy....our lecturer wants us to compare two different bread.
that happened to be......the hardest topic.

*sigh*

so much happened and tasks were so concentrated on the week before mid-term break.
this is the style of Unimelb.
haiz................................

due to this.....
i'd thrown away everything just to focus on my mid sem test.....
and so...when my mid sem test was finally over, i nid to pick up wadever is thrown away by me
and there's too much to pick up
2 assignments
1 forum report
1 lab report
1 quiz
and they are due very soon after my mid sem test

i nid to rush like a cat chased by a bunch of fierce dogs...............

and for this assignment...the heaviest homework
i only got 3 days to complete.
i spent 1 whole day reading all the info i'd collected....even library books i'd borrowed....
and most of the books are USELESS!!!!
but got two are quite useful....thanks so much pun.
but then i realised i dun have much info collected
i feel like langgar wall

but then i choose to give up
just fill up the info by my own understanding. LOL

i spent another day just to extract the ideas i'd found and simply throw into my assignment
at the end of the day, i found that my assignment is just a mess and i have not much energy left to rearrange them
now...is the last day.......................................

look at the mess i did yesterday
i feel like langgar the wall again.

the most headache part of the assignment wasnt the description of bread fermentation...cuz that's the easiest part and well understood by everyone even if u dun study it.
the headache part is THE HISTORY OF BREAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go to hell those websites and books!!!!!!!
they dun really mention bout history of bread!
i guess bread is just too old to be tracked when it was first raised.

then it happened i've no idea how to describe bread in my introduction.
it sounded the easiest part ever in every assignment....Introduction...why do you need so much time to think about it?
YEAH!!! WHY DO I NEED SO MUCH TIME TO THINK BOUT IT AND I STILL HAVENT COME OUT WITH A PROPER INTRODUCTION OF BREAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CUZ NOT MUCH PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD CAN UNDERSTAND THE HISTORY OF BREAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we eat bread everyday and we don't understand it!!!!!!!!!

the HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

bread has successfully drive me crazy.
and there's totally no mood of holiday!

alright...i should continue with my assignment.

我是闷骚型...闷烧吧...

我总觉得
我很容易投入一件事

并且会认真地去做

可是每次都会有那~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~么多的冷屁股贴着
让我每次都很无奈啊！

为什么？！
为什么？！？！？！？！

你们就不能热情，热血一下吗？！
你不想有美好的回忆吗？
那么懒散随便。。。到头来只会complain!!!!!!

什么和什么!!!!!!!

算了

下次我自己玩

不想和你们分享了

和你们分享只会秒杀我的心情！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

我本来不老的

是你们！！！是你们！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

分分秒秒都在秒杀我的热血！！！

我的心底还住着顽固的调皮、热血小孩！！！
不管了
豁出去！

Holiday is getting near

Finally MST is over

but i still have

one 500 words report and one 1000 words assignment plus maths assignment waiting for me.

two of the 500 and 1000 going to due next monday.

sigh~

anyway

it's a great relief that MST is finally over

and Holiday is coming soon.

i'm still tired anyway

trying to follow back to the steps of the subjects (i abandoned them just to focus on my MST study)

i can't believe i'm still staying awake so late ( for me....sleep at 10am is the standard time.)

but i'm still waking up at 6.30am.

just when there's no morning classes....then i might lay lazily on my bed for few minutes.....

yeah...few minutes...ahahah

hmmmm.........................

i think other than those 3 hmwk...

i probably will have another report waiting for me after this Thursday which is tomorrow.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH~~~~~~~~~

whatever

let it be.

i can do it.

what i'm glad now is....

i'd done another task : Biochem CAL 2 quiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

that's partly the reason i stay awake so late...

i have just finished the quiz and happily cross it out on my task-list-whiteboard which is on the door of my fridge!

originally got 4 important tasks...now only left 3. though it's still far away from total completion and one more is going to be added into the list

but I AM SO HAPPY I HAD FINALLY FINISHED ONE TASK!!!!!!!!!

that's a good start ya know?

and to have a happy life...you just need to be happy easily.

and after editing some pics and upload them on fb...

i'm going to bed with a big smile~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ =D

good night~