Monday, October 29, 2012

prepare for exam

promise with friend to wake up at 5.30 am every morning so that i can study more.

i think it's better to wake up early rather than sacrifice sleeping time.

but i'm still not doing good at my study

i hardly can concentrate

this sem i've been procrastinating so much
which makes me having hard time now
but i'm not using my time wisely too

this is bad.

i hope i can do it better for tomorrow.

Biochem will kill me if i dun study properly and concentrate only on my studies starting from tomorrow

i wish i can do well in this semester as well

but it's just so hard for me to concentrate

esp when exam approaches me,
i'll get distracted very easily and owes think of other things.
esp stories

i've created 3 stories already in my mind.

i hope i can stop thinking bout those non-related stuff.

and i owes hope someone can cook for me and do housework as well....

T_T

but i know i gonna do all those things by myself.




hope tomorrow can be much better

i hate myself today

able to wake up early but wasted large portion of my precious time.


tomorrow, hwaiting!

Friday, October 26, 2012

終わりだ!

学期が終わりだ!
うるし~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
but can't really relax.

exam coming.
exam is touching my nose!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


jiayou jia you
kambateh kambateh
kayao ka yao
add oil add oil
berusaha berusaha
hwaiting hwating!!!!!

yosh!

Saturday, October 20, 2012

放手,做自己

有时候真的不想和理解能力有问题的人讲话。

我更不想和思考能力有问题的人讲话。


说服人真的很累
因为别人只相信自己
他凭什么相信你?


所以我也放弃说服人了现在

这个世界也试着说服人

可有谁听?

所以,算了。

解释那么多
也只是浪费时间和力气

人家也没有听懂
让人会错意就更糟了
浪费时间去让人理解一件事情,倒不如拿那个时间去享受世界。

世界就快毁了
它在垮了。。。
我要在它到尽头前,享受它仅剩的美好。

别人腐烂,和我真的一点都没有关系。

Friday, October 19, 2012

不爽

面对问题只会逃避的人

只会让人讨厌到极点


如果不能把事情做好,那就不要complain.










请负责任点

看清楚自己再开口说话。

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Never ever forgot I had successfully did jap2 oral presentation


I started to take japanese (from the very beginning) since my sem 2 of first year. Think back, i was so stupid like a kindy naive kid saying weird japanese.......hahaha....

Now i'd learnt so much vocab and grammar...though my pronounciation still not that accurate....at least it's not that weird anymore. :p

Japanese 1 and 2 (both level 1) required students to have two oral presentation. there's some other tests as well...but oral presentation is the one that i'm afraid of the most. the nervous feeling...in front of your class and sensei....tat's really........."huhu...hii.....huhu...hiiii"

When i was taking jap1, it's quite easy and the oral presentation was quite short. The topic was quite kindy type...and no lecturer in the class together with tutor marking for your presentation.

This year.....i'm taking jap 2, the oral presentations were much harder cuz the topic were more complicated. My friend told me i was able to prepare my speech just few days b4 the presentation, now...we nida prepare a week b4. and nearly broke our head to think of how to express our idea with our limited "word bank".

And, in both oral presentation in jap2, lecturer showed up! That max the nervous feeling!!!!!!!!! and, same as jap1, i'm the first to present my speech again in jap2 individual oral presentation. T_T everyone clapped hand welcoming you to the hell as the first customer. LOL

but after i finished my presentation, my friends gave me "big-eyes" look. cuz they think i was too smooth and sounded pro. LOL. but actually my heart beat-ed so hard like  i met an extremely hot dude bathing nakedly....hahaha! well...this is the last time. next time, jap level 2, it's no more such easy presentation anymore. T_T and my kind and nice tutor....sensei wa ichiban yasashi sensei desu!

im gonna post my script here...remind myself not to forgot i'd went thru this!!! hmm hmmm!!!!!! the one tat made me work hard on my script was the word "shi na ke re ba na ra na katta kara," i'd practised this for about a week. said it whenever i can. l0l.


今スポーツはたいせつになります。2008の中国オリンピックはとても有名でしたから、今年、たくさん人はロンドンオリンピックをみたがっていました。私も見たかったです。今年、マレーシア選手もオリンピックにさんかしに行きました。
バドミントンマレーシアの国技です。ほとんどのマレーシア人はバドミントンやサッカーが好きです。マレーシアで、スポーツはたいせつです。健康にいいですから。
私は小さいの時、運動をするのがすきでした。特に自転車をのるのが大好きでしたたいてい妹と一緒に自転車をのていました。楽しかった、おもしろかったです。
中学生のころは、スポーツクラブに参加しなければならなかったから、バドミントンをはじめました。りゆうは 友達は「一緒にバドミントンクラブにはいりましょう」 と言っていました。そして、毎週土曜日の朝に、友達に会ったり、バドミントンを遊んだりしました。今、もうスポーツをやめました。時間がありませんから。今はスポーツを見る事のほうが好きです。
私のパトなーはドーリヤさんで、中国人です。ドーリヤさんもバドミントンをあそんだことがあります。きょうみがありませんでしたが、お母さんはドーリヤさんに運動してほしかったですから、ドーリヤさんはよく週末に父母と一緒にバドミントンを遊びました。でも、ドーリヤさんはスポーツをしたくなかった、家でいるつもりだったといっていました。今、ドーリヤさんはぜんぜんスポーツをしません。
中国人はバドミントンもすきですが、あまりサッカーを遊びません。
以上で私のスピーチを終わります。ありがとうございました。