Still sensitive enough...

Not only can read face for hidden feelings and motives....

I can even sense a person's emotion and thinking over their words....or should say...by reading their response.

I shouldl learn to ignore or use this as my power for my future business strategy?

I don't know...

So many years already...keep reading and reading...and take my steps extremely careful to avoid people get emotionally disturbed

But now I realise there's no need for me to do so.

Cuz most of the people in this world don't give a fuck of what others think and feel

Just live your own way.

People who don't really care bout others but do their best in everything...worried over their own things are the people that live the most freely and have most freedom....

I feel like living that way also...but sometimes I just fail to ignore one's emotion.

And sometimes even get frustrated cuz of that person's emotion.

What the hell...

I should just do whatever I want and feel like doing.

Why should I get upset because a person isn't happy with sth that I'm not involved?

And when friend ask for opinion, I gave critical comments (I'm too honest? Nah...for others, I'm just too kepo) and I can sense the not happy feeling from them.....even though they show no expression or don't reply a word. Well these tells a lot already.

Well...if you wan to ask me, I'll say it out loud....not for the purpose to hurt you. I don't say things that I don't think so...

If you expect nice comments that can make you feel happy...sorry I'm really not the person.

I just can't say pretty words. I just feel it and keep silent when I see sth good. Well...I'll only yell out loud by typing. I won't say such things with my mouth....unless I go crazy and 'lost consciousness'.

Anyway....from now on I'll live my own way...won't consider much for the others. No point to do that.

Friends....pun aneh la....there's no fixed rule to be a friend. Who says friends must share things together? I don't~~~~ hahaha....and I don't feel sorry to my friends who don't know much of my secrets. Cuz i think that's not necessary to maintain a friendship.

As long as we are happy together...we know each other...we contact each other...we chat non stop....

Why bother bout sharing secrets? They do keep secrets from me too~ haha....

さようなら

Comes to end already.

Been in Melbourne for 2 years already

Been studying Japanese for 1.5 years....now has come to end

Every time study early in the morning it just reminds me of how enjoy I study Japanese with hot coffee and nice weather.

Now I don't need to study Japanese

I need to study all science subjects.....

Just feel sad I need to say bye bye to Japanese.

To be honest, those Japanese teachers are so strict but responsible and well organised.

They are the only team of teachers I like in my UNI life.

Last year I sent gift for my sensei - tachi...this year I feel like sending too but lack of time.

Though we didn't interact closely to those two teachers this year as compared to last year..

But I like these two teachers though they are so strict and sounds scary when comes to tests...

Still they are much better than any of my science teachers. I guess because we are much closer...but my science teachers are more distant cuz they are just giving lectures instead of giving small class of tutorials.

Now don't need to care for Japanese just feel a bit sad. A little bit la...

But I think I may go back library borrow the book to get answer for my Japanese book, so that when I want to study them, I can correct the exercises by myself.

Nice breath subjects. The best I had.

Bye bye yo.

Unexpected

I'd been guessing myself to let go things easily

I never expect

I'm still into it after half of the year already.

Though not that strong like before...

Till I thought I had already had it gone from my grab

But now still can sense it sometimes

That it's still within my palm

It's me don't want to let it go

Or it doesn't want to leave?

And what a coincidence that the moment I fall for him I also fall for Jam Hsiao.

And yesterday just found out they are so similar

I fall for him because of Hsiao or I fall for Hsiao because of him?

AAah...whatever

Just like what the others say

KOI is not what you can have theories on, make prediction out of it or know clearly what is happening.

It always happen just like that without you notice.

I guess...thanks to that two i now know what is my taste...LOL

Shy boy with monster inside. A monster who is so kind and cute.

I like weirdos....nice looking weirdos. Haha

傀儡

我从出生就带着艺术气息（这种话能自己说吗？）

只能说可惜了 我成长的环境 是排斥艺术的人事物

我也就从小开始走向 科学

殊不知 这条路才难走

却只让我在21年后才发现

一位自己能驾驭 却被它爬上了我的背

我会走上这条路 放弃我那 异想天开 爱玩线条和颜色 的世界

都是因为 当年对世界没有多少认知 也太多人 期盼着我 走向 科学 这条路

因为 从小 大家 都认为 能进理科班都是聪明的小孩

学校的精英班也都是理科班。

好笑吧

把那些有天份的孩子都忽略了

我算是被大家的期盼推向理科

结果最后自己想要什么也都变得不清楚了

要毕业了。

脚快踏进社会了

开始想想我能干什么

然后发现以我现在的能力

我几乎什么也干不了

只不过是会读书的傀儡罢了

我的天分也只是那么的半天吊

得意了吧

当初你们的期盼 现在变成我的绝望

你们还要看不起我

不管我做得再好 你们永远当我不懂事

没有错

我是不懂事 因为你们一言一语 不断指挥我怎么做事

我都已经不见了我的头 怎么还能希望我懂事？

我只伤心我那白白浪费了的22岁月。

这世界

只有我老爸说得贴切

他说马来西亚仍然没有办法支持搞艺术的人们

有也很难轮到我

生意比较吃香

我不是不听他的话，只是我这个人做生意只能是个给点子的人

不能单独做

会把好处都给别人

还不懂的经营钱财

不懂的怎么把钱存着，然后把钱换钱。

现在也只能继续走前。

听天由命。