Get set, Ready, GO!

Yeap!

quite fast.
a week gone.

Tomorrow will be my first day to attend class.
Anyway...my timetable still haven't settle.
there's a clash.

well.....
we'll see how on monday (if i am able to speak to my Student Centre)
Wish everything is ok (esp my timetable and textbooks and workbooks and lab kit and coat)
A lot more things to do and know and learn.

I'm still having my time.

Anyway....
Everyday I'm watching PPS and on FB.

sounds like i'm quite free and nth to do.
oh come on.......................................
I'm not a person that can let myself sit there and do nothing.
so i filled my schedule without any gap.

and that makes me recover from homesick faster. =D
but still homesick is hard to get rid of.

but now is better liao lah.

Hopefully everything is ok and goes smooth.
I don't want to make myself into troubles.

PRAY!!!!!
amitabha.

here in Melbourne

today is the first day of orientation.

Still quite confuse for everything because i'd missed my Academic Advise Day.
So I cant enrol in subjects yet. I feel unsecure cuz it feels like i'm the one havent enrol and the closing date is on Friday 22 July. which is very near already.
I have to go for the appointment made with my Student Adviser on thursday.
then only can enrol
that nite must be very busy as i have to rush to enrol in my subjects and
the next day have to go get my ID card
then have to arrange my timetable
then enrol for my timetable/classes
then friday got a lot more to attend.
advices, tips and informations for international students.
saturday still got a trip to museum. will be going with Christian group.

ah~
busy days.
all the schedules are very packed.
many things to learn yet.
many people to get to know.

what ever it is....i just hope i dun  miss my time to finish my enrolment and can get my timetable.
and dun miss any courses that i shud complete.
and dun miss any classes.
and hope i can finish my degree faster or at least in time.

TONS of arrangements have to be made.
this is quite sien.
but i'm used to it cuz the same as in f6.
just that i'm quite lazy after that long holiday. - -zzzz

well...no point to blame on the things that had happened.
look forward and refer to the back, never repeat the same wrong steps and solve anything that comes.

bless me bless you bless everyone.
Amitabha.
every morning and nite i'll be praying. just hope i can continue. cuz sometimes uni students are quite busy till no time to sleep. i must sleep early, wake up early. do things completely.
ah....hard.
but i have to.
to make myself able to follow up the steps.
never slow down.
but there's too much attraction.
haiz.
wish i can deal with it.
Amitabha.

Forget about the umbrella when it's not raining

Let's not talk about the future.

a lot of predictions can be made.
so that a lot of preparations can be done.
and so, risk can be lowered or danger can be avoided.

true.

but sometimes,

just forget about everything and relax.

many people did lots of preparation just for the future they'd expected.

do we ever think of, "what if the future we'd been expecting, is totally different when it comes?"

DO A LOT MORE OF PREPARATIONS!

- - man....give me a break.

of course, me myself will prepare myself for everything that i think might happen in my future.
and i really did quite a lot of preparation.
well...when the time has come, i just do whatever i can do. If, it's out of my expectation,
i'll just do what i can think of at that time to solve it.

I don't force myself to think of EVERY SINGLE possibility of the future.
cuz...
that burns my brain cells.

ya know....brain cells are very fragile and important...
so i just let myself relax when i feel frustrated.

I don't care if i'm not yet done with my preparations.
I just want to relax.
I know if I don't let myself relax, I'll die faster.
that waste all of my preparations.


Plans.
ya.
important.
but you need to leave some space for other possibilities that no one can expect, even yourself.

so, just relax and get prepared for unexpected things.

if u're tired.....esp mentally tired, it's harder for you to act immediately when needed.
this....baru is BRILLIANT.

in this world....
anything could happen.
so never think you can expect everything that is coming to you.
leave more spaces behind it.

you'll live a better life.
never be too confident.

of course, never loss your confidence.

everything has to be in the middle range.
never on the extreme.
cuz the happiest and unhappiest normally happen on the one that's on the extreme.

learn the nature of this world.
you'll find how cute this world is.

and never complain.
unless complain is just to relax yourself.
i mean....like....vomiting the bad things out u've been eating.

well.....stilll......

bless me
bless you
bless everyone.

知足

知足是人生在世最大的幸事。——爱迪生






现在的年轻人。。。噢，不对。是很多人　（包括中年人，小孩等等）都不懂得知足。


知足，
容易说，
难做到。


可是，
很多人都会说：“讲容易讲，做就难咯！”
然后就拍拍屁股走了。。。


从不曾去努力过。






大多数人对食物，衣服，包包，生活用品，饮料，车，椅子，桌子，笔，纸 等等
都会做批评。


“这只虾煮太熟”
“这肉不新鲜”
“这衣服的这边，有一条线跑出来了，有没有更好的？”
“这个包包的拉链有点不搭。”
“这杯饮料太淡了吧？”
“这个车的椅子不是那么好坐”
“这桌子有点摇”
“这个笔不好用”
“这个纸的quality比较差”




我说：
你有虾好吃，就该高兴了。人家吃了还会敏感，会痒，甚至会肿，还会死掉。
你有肉好吃，该笑了。 人家只有一点米放多水煮给全家人吃。
别人没衣服好穿，冬天还会冻死。只不过是一条线。
包包没拉链，要吗？
人家在沙漠，尿都甘愿喝。
人家只有双腿来行万里路。
人家穷小孩只能趴在地上写功课。




好了。。。不说了。
知足啊。


不要等到你没了，才说 “早知道。。。”
不早了。


bless you.

ridiculous? nah...this is the so called "LIFE"

Fair?

there's no FAIR in this world.
no the SnowWhite - fair lady....
neither Fun Fair or Edu Fair....or Food Fair

it's a kind of balance.
the balance between something and something.

Well....there's nothing as such in our life.
If there is..........the people of a Country, won't have much complains.
If there is..........there won't have people who are very RICH and people who are DAMN POOR.
If there is.........there won't be some people can get what they want while the others got nothing.
IF there IS......I won't get rejected by NUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no la....actually i'm not that mad that i got rejected.
I'm just no happy because they let me wait for so long that i have to rush to apply for another University.
and in actual fact, I didn't wait till I get the rejection letter from them, I already accept an offer from Melbourne U.

THIS IS BECAUSE...................Melbourne had waited for me for around two months....or more....
just want to know if i want to accept or reject their offer.
and I realised I'll have a short time to prepare everything when my agent IDP called me to ask me decide faster.
That time I was emo-ing about my friend got an offer from NUS while i'm not.

Then...later....I checked the ranking of Us at somewhere....cant remember. I only remember that i get the link from fb.
I found out the overall ranking of NUS is slightly higher than U. of Melb. NUS got 28 while Melb got 30.
However, for bio-related science courses, Melb got 28 while NUS got 30.
well....maybe there's much more Asians in NUS, the maths related courses got higher ranking than Melb.
But I dun care cuz i din get the Maths course. (but might be.....cuz my major might get into maths region.)
NVM~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ it's just a little bit of difference.
The ranking doesn't mean you will get better results.

Still...it depends on your own.

but......actually.....I was kinda affected by the ranking.
That's why..............a person who never thought of going overseas for further studies has became the only f6 student in my class (U6S1) that flies the furthest away from Malaysia.

I remembered I'd told my friends that I never want to fly that far. Hard to come back...
and Imagine....as a Chinese.....a very Chinese punya Chinese,
got no CNY to celebrate for THREE YEARS!!!!!!!!!!
I earned the most during my CNY and tat's my main income............
NOW I HAVE TO MISS IT FOR THREE YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T_T

but I accepted the offer. so .... who ask me loh!
- -....know lah. no nid remind.

and.....my friend, ELyssa....since very young.....
she wanted to go overseas.
She dreamed of studying at overseas. joining their parties.
having the same culture as them.
watch hot dudes.

but then....when I invited her to go for Aus Edu Fair together with me, She rejected.
I told her I applied for NUS, she's like "oh...." not really interested.

Ya.....know la. She dun like Aus that much. Singapore is Asian Country.
She wants somewhere like London.

ok.....but...

she didn't even think of applying U overseas.
She stayed in MSia....
already accept the offer.

Two of us are like........................totally terbalik.
tat's why.....it's RIDICULOUS.
me never think of going out......fly the furthest away among my friends.
she never think of staying here..stayed here.
me never think of going crazy and dress up myself with good looking clothes and dye my hair....will be going to a uni that i'm allowed to do these.
she wishes to be herself and get free....wear nice clothes instead of uniform and dye her hair.......will be going to a uni that strictly doesnt allow her to do these.



today...happened one ridiculous thing too.
I was offered a scholarship from Melbourne U.
but the deadline is on 28 June. today is 5 July.
i was like.............
errr...................prank?

luckily it's not. I asked them bout that...they immediately reply me that they'd change the date.

now i got hard time to decide again. cuz my dad dun wan me to get scholarship as there's bond.
but i want to save cost....

so dunno.
no bond also very good.
got bond....also ok ar. i can get experience there straight after i graduate.

haiz....dunno

some more ridiculous things.
My friend who get offer from NUS for pharmacy and get scholarship too....get rejected by the no. 1 local U in Malaysia. she got 4 As for her STPM. funny, right?
local dun wan her.....Singapore take her.
and She also get straight A1 for her SPM.
she failed to get JPA scholarship.

Me and two of my friends....get offer from the no. 1 Local U in Msia....reject the offer and choose the overseas uni.
ha.

haiz haiz..................

Things happened in life are always like this.
most of them won't be able to happen in the exact way you want/wish.

SO i never care how my future will be. I just plan so that I know how to walk my next step.
I'm always prepared to any changes. though I hate sudden change. but i'd did it many times already.
cincai lo.
Looking back at the steps you'd walked......for me....
Watch it for a while is ok. Stared at it....regretting....or.....fall into it....
tat's unnecessary and One cant proceed if he's like this.


活在当下

learnt this during a camp....few years back.
I couldn't understand at that time.

but now.........................
I'm practising it in my life. cuz tat's how u should enjoy your life.
yes of course you need to look at the front ...as far as you can and at the back to prevent the similar wrong steps. but....just for a while.
too much in it....u'll just get stuck. never proceed.


learn to deal.
never ask others to deal with you.

I'll only ask others to deal with me if
- i'm close to them
- I know they cant make the main decision. they cant be the decider.

but of course i'll listen to many opinions first before make the decision.
not easy to make a good decision too.

sometimes just feel like scratch my head till it cracks...ouch....

It's time to leave. the busiest June and July

Starting from June, busy preparing for IELTS.
finish IELTS, busy for my fren bday party.

finish the party, gonna busy for MCE symposium and the concert.
a lot of paperwork for preparation.
till the day of the symposium, need to do registration, dealing with lots of papers too.
and need to take their meals.
run here and there.
even help to take care of those candidates for PBSM exams.
kena scolded cuz i was tired already and cant do things accurately.
even lost concentration. and my teacher is in a........kinteo, stress mode.
so her mood not that good too.
so i'll sure to get scolded if i do sth wrong.

actually at the same time of having the symposium i have to go get my IELTS result.
I should do the payment and everything after getting the result but i was busying for the symposium....
so I put it aside for few days.
then straight after the concert....

though i'd went to relax, drinking chocolate milk shake with my fren, crazy around and play around with Jeremy's car....
still i'm exhausted cuz i know i got not much time to rest. i nid to continue with my preparation to go to Melbourne.
the next day...
do payment. print a lot of documents.
sign this and that. fill this and that.

go here and there.....i feel green (sick).

not only these. i still need to constantly bring my sis to work and pick her back.
it's near Hock Lee there. damn hate it.
cuz the traffic jam is so annoying. and a lot of drivers keep making troubles that can be avoided.

my mood recently really has turned very bad.

now my accommodation still haven't settled.
visa haven't get.

that time booking for air ticket lagi mau muntah blood.
hardly can find the flight.
many no more available. = =zzz
luckily still got Air Asia. but the price is damn expensive. T_T....


this time.....I'm like get chopped on the neck. the blood has been bursting out like the fountain.

i haven't reach Aus i'm already thinking of finding job.

students normally thinking of what to do on the registration day, during the orientation week, during the class.
me skipped all those and thinking of where to find the bulletin board to find cheaper homestay and part-time job.
and start thinking bout my holiday already.

haiz.........................................

well.....wish me all the best.
i'm a very confused person.
hope everything will be ok and welly done.

have to pray everyday...............................

still no rest.
and many more farewell party to attend. = =zzz
get scolded by mum.
but my friends won't understand and still want me to join.
ok loh. since i wont be back so frequently. but hopefully i'm not in a rush anymore.
hopefully i can arrange everything accordingly and do them properly.

haiz haiz.....
WISH WISH!!!! i wish i have a wishing well with fairymother living in there to hear to my every wishes. and make them all come true.

well......it's just a dream.
i know when to wake up.
dream is to let me relax for a while.

rest is very important for me to continue the next step.
so dun scold me to dream unnecessary things.