我心灰灰。心冷冷

一直坚持帮助快倒的家

怎么知道

自己发现

帮忙守护的那个家
竟然是贼屋

瞬间





我心冷冷灰灰。

看见那些人

我不禁无力的笑





不了我
别笑我

可笑的是你

One month spent in Kuching

活在当下


这句话听了几年。。。

不懂几年

直到2012开始慢慢了解

be back for 3 months

i used to think it's quite long.
i'll be lazy and brain don't think...will slowly become stupid.

but did quite a lot of things already for the one month ....

i guess....
3 months are gonna be short for me.

luckily i forced myself to join the camp
i'm happy that i enjoyed the camp
though i dun really joined the activities

but i enjoyed the every moment of being together with my PA system team members~
we had stupid fun
we created our interesting stories~

i live the every moment of my life.....
even the boring moment in my sis cafe. (customers dun come every second)
i did some DIY
i sketch some random drawings~
chat with my sis to update myself with the info when i was not in Kuching.
chit chat with frens who visited my sis cafe.

now i wanna make my january interesting as well
help sifu with her 桃花园
have fun with my friends
learn things from them

This is really out of expectation

who will ever expect me to join PA team? help them with PA system
help them with the heavy decoration thingy.

well...tat's me.
i like to learn things tat never come to my head b4......

活到老学到老
每分每秒都在学习
享受每一秒

我要活在当下

stay in Aus and get a part time job doesnt mean i can really learn things.
come back to Kuching and stay here idly...doesnt mean i learn nothing.
Things are random
they change often

Hence, there are things for us to learn.
It depends on us whether we see it or not.

Enjoy while learning...tat's my style.
Blindly learning....i think tat's stupid.
Blindly enjoy....i think tat's wasteful. 泛滥~

I don't care what's your opinion of me staying in Kuching for 3 months....
I know i learnt a lot, see a lot, heard a lot, feel a lot in Kuching.
I didn't waste my time in Kuching.
I'm gaining experience every moment in my life.

Things are there. Depends on u picked it up or didn't.
I'd picked as much as i can.

I'm dare to tell you....I'd grew up a lot.
And i'm going to grow up more...

Question me? Question yourself first.