Fair?
there's no FAIR in this world.
no the SnowWhite - fair lady....
neither Fun Fair or Edu Fair....or Food Fair
it's a kind of balance.
the balance between something and something.
Well....there's nothing as such in our life.
If there is..........the people of a Country, won't have much complains.
If there is..........there won't have people who are very RICH and people who are DAMN POOR.
If there is.........there won't be some people can get what they want while the others got nothing.
IF there IS......I won't get rejected by NUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no la....actually i'm not that mad that i got rejected.
I'm just no happy because they let me wait for so long that i have to rush to apply for another University.
and in actual fact, I didn't wait till I get the rejection letter from them, I already accept an offer from Melbourne U.
THIS IS BECAUSE...................Melbourne had waited for me for around two months....or more....
just want to know if i want to accept or reject their offer.
and I realised I'll have a short time to prepare everything when my agent IDP called me to ask me decide faster.
That time I was emo-ing about my friend got an offer from NUS while i'm not.
Then...later....I checked the ranking of Us at somewhere....cant remember. I only remember that i get the link from fb.
I found out the overall ranking of NUS is slightly higher than U. of Melb. NUS got 28 while Melb got 30.
However, for bio-related science courses, Melb got 28 while NUS got 30.
well....maybe there's much more Asians in NUS, the maths related courses got higher ranking than Melb.
But I dun care cuz i din get the Maths course. (but might be.....cuz my major might get into maths region.)
NVM~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ it's just a little bit of difference.
The ranking doesn't mean you will get better results.
Still...it depends on your own.
but......actually.....I was kinda affected by the ranking.
That's why..............a person who never thought of going overseas for further studies has became the only f6 student in my class (U6S1) that flies the furthest away from Malaysia.
I remembered I'd told my friends that I never want to fly that far. Hard to come back...
and Imagine....as a Chinese.....a very Chinese punya Chinese,
got no CNY to celebrate for THREE YEARS!!!!!!!!!!
I earned the most during my CNY and tat's my main income............
NOW I HAVE TO MISS IT FOR THREE YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T
but I accepted the offer. so .... who ask me loh!
- -....know lah. no nid remind.
and.....my friend, ELyssa....since very young.....
she wanted to go overseas.
She dreamed of studying at overseas. joining their parties.
having the same culture as them.
watch hot dudes.
but then....when I invited her to go for Aus Edu Fair together with me, She rejected.
I told her I applied for NUS, she's like "oh...." not really interested.
Ya.....know la. She dun like Aus that much. Singapore is Asian Country.
She wants somewhere like London.
ok.....but...
she didn't even think of applying U overseas.
She stayed in MSia....
already accept the offer.
Two of us are like........................totally terbalik.
tat's why.....it's RIDICULOUS.
me never think of going out......fly the furthest away among my friends.
she never think of staying here..stayed here.
me never think of going crazy and dress up myself with good looking clothes and dye my hair....will be going to a uni that i'm allowed to do these.
she wishes to be herself and get free....wear nice clothes instead of uniform and dye her hair.......will be going to a uni that strictly doesnt allow her to do these.
today...happened one ridiculous thing too.
I was offered a scholarship from Melbourne U.
but the deadline is on 28 June. today is 5 July.
i was like.............
errr...................prank?
luckily it's not. I asked them bout that...they immediately reply me that they'd change the date.
now i got hard time to decide again. cuz my dad dun wan me to get scholarship as there's bond.
but i want to save cost....
so dunno.
no bond also very good.
got bond....also ok ar. i can get experience there straight after i graduate.
haiz....dunno
some more ridiculous things.
My friend who get offer from NUS for pharmacy and get scholarship too....get rejected by the no. 1 local U in Malaysia. she got 4 As for her STPM. funny, right?
local dun wan her.....Singapore take her.
and She also get straight A1 for her SPM.
she failed to get JPA scholarship.
Me and two of my friends....get offer from the no. 1 Local U in Msia....reject the offer and choose the overseas uni.
ha.
haiz haiz..................
Things happened in life are always like this.
most of them won't be able to happen in the exact way you want/wish.
SO i never care how my future will be. I just plan so that I know how to walk my next step.
I'm always prepared to any changes. though I hate sudden change. but i'd did it many times already.
cincai lo.
Looking back at the steps you'd walked......for me....
Watch it for a while is ok. Stared at it....regretting....or.....fall into it....
tat's unnecessary and One cant proceed if he's like this.
活在当下
learnt this during a camp....few years back.
I couldn't understand at that time.
but now.........................
I'm practising it in my life. cuz tat's how u should enjoy your life.
yes of course you need to look at the front ...as far as you can and at the back to prevent the similar wrong steps. but....just for a while.
too much in it....u'll just get stuck. never proceed.
learn to deal.
never ask others to deal with you.
I'll only ask others to deal with me if
- i'm close to them
- I know they cant make the main decision. they cant be the decider.
but of course i'll listen to many opinions first before make the decision.
not easy to make a good decision too.
sometimes just feel like scratch my head till it cracks...ouch....
there's no FAIR in this world.
no the SnowWhite - fair lady....
neither Fun Fair or Edu Fair....or Food Fair
it's a kind of balance.
the balance between something and something.
Well....there's nothing as such in our life.
If there is..........the people of a Country, won't have much complains.
If there is..........there won't have people who are very RICH and people who are DAMN POOR.
If there is.........there won't be some people can get what they want while the others got nothing.
IF there IS......I won't get rejected by NUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no la....actually i'm not that mad that i got rejected.
I'm just no happy because they let me wait for so long that i have to rush to apply for another University.
and in actual fact, I didn't wait till I get the rejection letter from them, I already accept an offer from Melbourne U.
THIS IS BECAUSE...................Melbourne had waited for me for around two months....or more....
just want to know if i want to accept or reject their offer.
and I realised I'll have a short time to prepare everything when my agent IDP called me to ask me decide faster.
That time I was emo-ing about my friend got an offer from NUS while i'm not.
Then...later....I checked the ranking of Us at somewhere....cant remember. I only remember that i get the link from fb.
I found out the overall ranking of NUS is slightly higher than U. of Melb. NUS got 28 while Melb got 30.
However, for bio-related science courses, Melb got 28 while NUS got 30.
well....maybe there's much more Asians in NUS, the maths related courses got higher ranking than Melb.
But I dun care cuz i din get the Maths course. (but might be.....cuz my major might get into maths region.)
NVM~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ it's just a little bit of difference.
The ranking doesn't mean you will get better results.
Still...it depends on your own.
but......actually.....I was kinda affected by the ranking.
That's why..............a person who never thought of going overseas for further studies has became the only f6 student in my class (U6S1) that flies the furthest away from Malaysia.
I remembered I'd told my friends that I never want to fly that far. Hard to come back...
and Imagine....as a Chinese.....a very Chinese punya Chinese,
got no CNY to celebrate for THREE YEARS!!!!!!!!!!
I earned the most during my CNY and tat's my main income............
NOW I HAVE TO MISS IT FOR THREE YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T
but I accepted the offer. so .... who ask me loh!
- -....know lah. no nid remind.
and.....my friend, ELyssa....since very young.....
she wanted to go overseas.
She dreamed of studying at overseas. joining their parties.
having the same culture as them.
watch hot dudes.
but then....when I invited her to go for Aus Edu Fair together with me, She rejected.
I told her I applied for NUS, she's like "oh...." not really interested.
Ya.....know la. She dun like Aus that much. Singapore is Asian Country.
She wants somewhere like London.
ok.....but...
she didn't even think of applying U overseas.
She stayed in MSia....
already accept the offer.
Two of us are like........................totally terbalik.
tat's why.....it's RIDICULOUS.
me never think of going out......fly the furthest away among my friends.
she never think of staying here..stayed here.
me never think of going crazy and dress up myself with good looking clothes and dye my hair....will be going to a uni that i'm allowed to do these.
she wishes to be herself and get free....wear nice clothes instead of uniform and dye her hair.......will be going to a uni that strictly doesnt allow her to do these.
today...happened one ridiculous thing too.
I was offered a scholarship from Melbourne U.
but the deadline is on 28 June. today is 5 July.
i was like.............
errr...................prank?
luckily it's not. I asked them bout that...they immediately reply me that they'd change the date.
now i got hard time to decide again. cuz my dad dun wan me to get scholarship as there's bond.
but i want to save cost....
so dunno.
no bond also very good.
got bond....also ok ar. i can get experience there straight after i graduate.
haiz....dunno
some more ridiculous things.
My friend who get offer from NUS for pharmacy and get scholarship too....get rejected by the no. 1 local U in Malaysia. she got 4 As for her STPM. funny, right?
local dun wan her.....Singapore take her.
and She also get straight A1 for her SPM.
she failed to get JPA scholarship.
Me and two of my friends....get offer from the no. 1 Local U in Msia....reject the offer and choose the overseas uni.
ha.
haiz haiz..................
Things happened in life are always like this.
most of them won't be able to happen in the exact way you want/wish.
SO i never care how my future will be. I just plan so that I know how to walk my next step.
I'm always prepared to any changes. though I hate sudden change. but i'd did it many times already.
cincai lo.
Looking back at the steps you'd walked......for me....
Watch it for a while is ok. Stared at it....regretting....or.....fall into it....
tat's unnecessary and One cant proceed if he's like this.
活在当下
learnt this during a camp....few years back.
I couldn't understand at that time.
but now.........................
I'm practising it in my life. cuz tat's how u should enjoy your life.
yes of course you need to look at the front ...as far as you can and at the back to prevent the similar wrong steps. but....just for a while.
too much in it....u'll just get stuck. never proceed.
learn to deal.
never ask others to deal with you.
I'll only ask others to deal with me if
- i'm close to them
- I know they cant make the main decision. they cant be the decider.
but of course i'll listen to many opinions first before make the decision.
not easy to make a good decision too.
sometimes just feel like scratch my head till it cracks...ouch....
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