after three months. EXAM

I just realised HOW SHORT it is since I arrived here in Melbourne and start studying.
You hardly can feel the speed but they are Indeed moving fast!

they are very relaxing....and u feel like everything is proceeding slow here.
but in fact....
u'd done a lot of things.
and u'd learnt a lot of things.

and now....
TADA!!!!!!!!!

it's near EXAM time already . = =zzzzz
this feels awkward.
really awkward.

though i biasa sudah in f6.
but here...is much faster.
and they dun have study month for u.
they finish teaching, start exam

there's only one week time for u to do all the revision by URSELF.

tat's why i feel awkward.
cuz back in secondary life i had....
we all got at least one whole month to do revision together with teachers.
we'll all in the class...discussing and do lots of exercises...
even group studies.........................

here...............................................
nope....no more.
i understand this is UNIVERSITY life. no more secondary.
totally no more spoon feeding.
but i nid time to biasa with it.

and i'm not prepared for the exam too...

if just to pass the subject.
i think i can.
and i dun nid to prepare much.

but wad i wan is..........................
scholarship.
and they very kiam siap.
so.....i have to make sure i can get all H1 (they tell me one...just like A1) for all my subjects to get the scholarship.

it's hard.
but still got chance.
i'll try hard.
as long as there's chance.
no harm trying.
and i'm here to study.
main purpose is not to enjoy life.


anyway....
though i actually thirst for knowledge.
i can't get to learn everything i wan.
cuz the time is not enuf.
cuz i nid to always be prepared for the final exam.

i tried to learn sth extra....
but then i found that i'd wasted my time studying sth tat is not examinable.
i'll love to learn them
but when i realise how much time i'd left for the preparation of exam.....
i regret.

it's....quite wasteful to not learn sth extra when it's there......

anyway............i'll try my best to learn them after the exam. HAHA
this is not insane or crazy or mind rosak.
it's THIRST for knowledge.
and i pay for it!!!
i shud learn as much as possible.
get as much as i can.
like u pay for buffet........

hiak hiak hiak.

Expensive!

was searching for it....

but then saw the price....

= =zzz wad the heck....

so decided not to buy.

maybe consider bring some from Msia. = =...

things here are really expensive

esp when u convert back to RM.

and lagi cham is u din work here...

all ur money income are from RM to AUD.

and ppl in Msia work hard hard till half dead...

the money earned get spent just in a few minutes.

everything here are about money and contracts.

and they do sales very lihai.

no like in Msia kena ppl hate one. HAHA

anyway.......................

being very fan by money problems...

it's not they fan me..

it's me fan myself.

cuz thinking of all the high living expenses

plus the damn high fees....

a lot of fees............................

haiz......

really dunno wad to do.

i wish someone can tell me what to do.

and i tot my parents can

but they make me confuse. = =zzz

so i pray everyday.................

wish to solve my problems well.....

instead of simply end them and regret later.

just like the broadband i bought previously...

i can't use it in my house. only nid to shift it to some other places then i can use.

i still can use...but it's troublesome tat i can't online in my room.

haiz....wish to sell it out and get back the homeline.

the most i dun watch so much video loh

me very use to it one....

back in f6....everyday was just studying and reading and hmwk....

i din let myself watch tv....

and i'm used to it already.

and this actually let me can concentrate on my studies more....

haiz....wad to do...already buy liao. = =zzzz use it to download movies and watch during i'm pek cek with the studies. wanna take a "breath"....

wish i can arrange everything well in here la....

hope i dun spend too much.

jia you.

amitabha.

2nd round with Mochi

YES! I win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

here are some of the first round making mochi one.

really a failure u can see it clearly from the pics below.

the "dough" soft like watery shit....the choco got harden ...what a big contrast. = = zzz

same. choco mochi. but already the best out of those failures.

shit loh~~~~~~~~~~

quite good but the shape is....= =zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

choco too.

all these are mainly strawberry one. shitty~~~~~

got hole.

fail.

FAIL!

FAIL AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then i behsong

so decided to make another round.

FIGHT WITH MOCHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i still got ingredient left mah~~~~ so make them loh.

my main aim is to share with fren punya.

first round unable to share with frens.

so do 2nd round loh

2nd round i'm very steady liao.

so, of course,

i win the battle.

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just i shud put more sugar and the strawberry shud get sweet one.

but bo bien, now in Aus the weather is still cold.

hard to get sweet strawberry.

mostly are still small and darker in colour.

not bad liao lah....haha

so like that loh. this round made less. this container--bring for fren one.

cuz after that, i'll have group study with frens.

hehe.......

looks much better.

Daifuku~~~ izzit? haha...can't really remember the name. =p

looks nice leh????????????

hehehehe.....macam buy from shop one ho??? haha....no la. shop one probably more pretty.

but i'm satisfied liao............

REALY SATISFICATION!!!!!!!!!!!

big smile =D

and this end my holiday~

tomolo start going back to uni for classes.

exam havent over.

nope..it's not yet here.

but soon.

after fours weeks like that.

wadever  - -zzz get satisfied with my mochi first. =D

and at least i did sth during my holiday instead of blindly studying for the whole two weeks.

bye bye