Thursday, October 13, 2011

after three months. EXAM

I just realised HOW SHORT it is since I arrived here in Melbourne and start studying.
You hardly can feel the speed but they are Indeed moving fast!

they are very relaxing....and u feel like everything is proceeding slow here.
but in fact....
u'd done a lot of things.
and u'd learnt a lot of things.

and now....
TADA!!!!!!!!!

it's near EXAM time already . = =zzzzz
this feels awkward.
really awkward.

though i biasa sudah in f6.
but here...is much faster.
and they dun have study month for u.
they finish teaching, start exam

there's only one week time for u to do all the revision by URSELF.

tat's why i feel awkward.
cuz back in secondary life i had....
we all got at least one whole month to do revision together with teachers.
we'll all in the class...discussing and do lots of exercises...
even group studies.........................

here...............................................
nope....no more.
i understand this is UNIVERSITY life. no more secondary.
totally no more spoon feeding.
but i nid time to biasa with it.

and i'm not prepared for the exam too...

if just to pass the subject.
i think i can.
and i dun nid to prepare much.

but wad i wan is..........................
scholarship.
and they very kiam siap.
so.....i have to make sure i can get all H1 (they tell me one...just like A1) for all my subjects to get the scholarship.

it's hard.
but still got chance.
i'll try hard.
as long as there's chance.
no harm trying.
and i'm here to study.
main purpose is not to enjoy life.


anyway....
though i actually thirst for knowledge.
i can't get to learn everything i wan.
cuz the time is not enuf.
cuz i nid to always be prepared for the final exam.

i tried to learn sth extra....
but then i found that i'd wasted my time studying sth tat is not examinable.
i'll love to learn them
but when i realise how much time i'd left for the preparation of exam.....
i regret.

it's....quite wasteful to not learn sth extra when it's there......

anyway............i'll try my best to learn them after the exam. HAHA
this is not insane or crazy or mind rosak.
it's THIRST for knowledge.
and i pay for it!!!
i shud learn as much as possible.
get as much as i can.
like u pay for buffet........

hiak hiak hiak.

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