During the exam. Something get triggered instead of Adrenaline.

life is crazy. it seems plain and boring. it's actually complicated and unreasonable.

                tried to draw a really complicated with many minor details but ...............................i just don't have a good "environment" that can allow me to complete it. so it happened to have some incomplete spaces. well, it's what i expected since i've decided to choose the "science" pathway. I have to sacrifice my time for Arts. I needa read more bout what builds up your life scientifically instead of having crazy thoughts out of my life. But i won't give up doing more arts. but in a slow speed and low production rate. LOL

hmmmm...............recently having a burst of crazy thoughts in my head but im having exam. This....always parallel with my exam. I mean my inspiration. Somehow, it seems like exam can trigger my inspiration. = =" This results in accumulation of crazy ideas and stories in my head and get digested by some scientific facts after a period of time cuz i've no time to produce them out "solidly".

                Sad huh?? no....i've chosen the path myself. I have to look forward instead of keep "how nice if I (past tense)......."-ing....cuz i think this is just wasting time and making yourself stupid.

                 Well, i won't give up trying to "solidify" my Arts as long as my artistic cells still stay alive. and im sure they'll survive quite a long time.