Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Still sensitive enough...

Not only can read face for hidden feelings and motives....
I can even sense a person's emotion and thinking over their words....or should say...by reading their response.

I shouldl learn to ignore or use this as my power for my future business strategy?
I don't know...
So many years already...keep reading and reading...and take my steps extremely careful to avoid people get emotionally disturbed
But now I realise there's no need for me to do so.

Cuz most of the people in this world don't give a fuck of what others think and feel
Just live your own way.

People who don't really care bout others but do their best in everything...worried over their own things are the people that live the most freely and have most freedom....

I feel like living that way also...but sometimes I just fail to ignore one's emotion.
And sometimes even get frustrated cuz of that person's emotion.

What the hell...
I should just do whatever I want and feel like doing.
Why should I get upset because a person isn't happy with sth that I'm not involved?

And when friend ask for opinion, I gave critical comments (I'm too honest? Nah...for others, I'm just too kepo) and I can sense the not happy feeling from them.....even though they show no expression or don't reply a word. Well these tells a lot already.

Well...if you wan to ask me, I'll say it out loud....not for the purpose to hurt you. I don't say things that I don't think so...
If you expect nice comments that can make you feel happy...sorry I'm really not the person.
I just can't say pretty words. I just feel it and keep silent when I see sth good. Well...I'll only yell out loud by typing. I won't say such things with my mouth....unless I go crazy and 'lost consciousness'.

Anyway....from now on I'll live my own way...won't consider much for the others. No point to do that.
Friends....pun aneh la....there's no fixed rule to be a friend. Who says friends must share things together? I don't~~~~ hahaha....and I don't feel sorry to my friends who don't know much of my secrets. Cuz i think that's not necessary to maintain a friendship.

As long as we are happy together...we know each other...we contact each other...we chat non stop....
Why bother bout sharing secrets? They do keep secrets from me too~ haha....

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