Saturday, May 31, 2014

after few months I'm into it.

Was struggling when starting my master year in Melb.
Refuse to start.

When i first started, the life is full of confusions. Have no idea what i was doing.

My supervisor pushed me to play around with experiments to get a feel of what's happening. Then i finally get into it and able to decide what i want to do now.

I'm so into it now that i hate having classes but love to stay in the lab have fun with colleagues while busy completing experiments before the sunset.
I'm lucky enough to have my undergraduate friends to be in the same lab, same institute with me. But they are just going to spend 1 year there as honour students, then probably leave.
I'll meet new friends...but probably will be different and i wonder if i'll be in different attitude towards new friends.

Hope my supervisor get some interesting new honours, master or PhD students in next year so that i can have fun!!!!
It'll be damn boring if i'm just plainly doing my experiments and paperwork, even though you shouldn't play too much in the lab. hehe

I like it when there's a colleague in the lab early like 8 am in the morning to start busying the lab with you. I like it when we can have lunch together and talk about silly shit topics.....and like it when i walk home with friends after finish experiments and continue the shitty silly funny topics.
This year i'm happy and i appreciate it very much.
Next year will definitely be different and i'll suffer more to complete my last year. Anyway, i'll just need to face it, challenge it, and be good at the end and don't care how much i sweat for my final year. As long as i ended it well....of course i hope for excellent ending, but a good one is good enough.

I'll miss my friends for sure. knowing i'll be not seeing them next year, the next semester i will appreciate every moments with them.

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Take me go home

Wanna go Hoomme hooooooooooomeee~~~~~

I WANT GO HOME!!!!!!!

in fact i nearly want to give up accepting my Unimelb Master offer. cuz i'm so sick of leaving my hometown, my little warm house to anywhere....esp Aus so far from Msia....T_T boohooooooo

finally graduated from unimelb as undergraduate
who knows i have to come back again as Master student.

sounds cool
but i'm soooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooo SAD to go back.
Damn Homesick
more than i had when i first came Aus.

I thought i wont be having serious homesick after so many years already
but who knows
BOOM

i cant stop.................

Guess cuz it's Master and it's very different from undergraduate.
only max of 4 weeks holiday. and need approval. who knows i get none of them??? and i need to survive through the crazy summer in Aus. noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
I need to decide between the crazy summer and CNY. T_T don't force me..............

havent start my Master course i already start thinking bout graduation!
I WANNA fast-forward this TWO YEARS and proceed to graduation!!!! and say GOODBYE to Aus!
I cant wait to say goodbye to this place.
I am not willing to come back anymore....................I don't want to leave my home again!!!!!!!!!!! T_T boohoooooooooooooooooooooo