today received a call from IDP which i never expect they'll call.
reject or accept?
i've been letting them wait for my ans for nearly two months?around like that.
= =zzz
all was because NUS haven't reply me.
yes, NUS is my first choice.
thought for biological science, MElbourne has higher ranking than NUS.
but for all reasons i've considered, i'll still prefer NUS.
why i'm so stubborn?
Aus seems to be better than Singapore.
and the cert ....looks better than Asian's....
well....
Singapore is nearer to MAlaysia.
and it's like a sandwich. It's easier to go either west Malaysia or east Malaysia.
means, it's easier to go home or visit my friends.
and...it's cheaper.
as the rate......Singapore is lower. 2 plus. Aus got 3 plus. - -zzz
and it's much harder to get scholarship for Aus uni.
and i know Singapore better than Aus.
and Singapore speaks two languages instead of only English for Aus.
and the accent...............though we actually can get biasa with Aus English...
but the first year....i'll definitely suffer a lot more than it'll be in Singapore.
and...bully cases....yes...even u can avoid it in Malaysia.
but it'll be worse in Aus. and there....i'm alone.
Singapore i still got my siblings over there......Aus.....i'm just alone T_T.....
and the culture shock for sure....for the first year.
and my family can visit me more oftenly if i go Singapore.
if i go to Aus.....i guess me myself wont go home frequently.
might end up working there....studying hard like an insane.
and finish studying as fast as possible.
cuz my sis's fren complete her master just by one year plus.
she completed her courses by 2 to 3 years. which actual duration is around 4 to 5 years.
and now she's already working. and she's only 24. or 25. i'm not really sure.
still....she's young and she ALREADY COMPLETE HER MASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well.....maybe tat's harder for science subjects as there's more research and experiments need to be conducted. which makes the student harder to complete the course much earlier. even harder to student who wanna study Master for science subjects. cuz need to spend every minutes in the lab. and the outcomes are hard to be collected. esp bio-related experiments. cuz mostly related to living things and that consume a lot of time for the reactions to occur and complete. and hard to get success. cuz it's hard to control.
hmmmm....................but i'll try my best to complete the course as earlier as possible. IF i go to study at Aus.
haiz.
still cant decide.
i hope NUS can faster give me an answer.
now i'm kinda wanna dare myself to just go to MElbourne without caring bout NUS.
but those things that i considered make me hesitate......
T_T and IELTS too.......
though it's about the same as MUET....
but i'm REALLY not a good student with GOOD English.
my standard is ok ok nia.
i speak simple English with lots of grammatical mistakes.
and i WORKED VERY HARD tat i only can get low band 5 for MUET.
Melbourne requires me to get higher than band 6.5
= =zzzz just one band higher...yes....just one band higher....
just one band HIGHER UR HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
been so long time din study my English , my English is now SUCKS!
i forgot all the vocab i learnt...and i din learn much.- -zzz
and my pronounciation has becoming very weird...........my tongue tangled.
if i din practise my English again.....i'll only get band 4 for MUET......
which is much further from the aim i shud reach for IELTS....
yeah....my aunt say...though u din reach the target...they'll still let u in just bcause they wan money. = =zzz
but can reach the target is safer.
and wad if they really wan me to reach the target?
= =zzz and it's not cheap to sit for the test.
if i fail....i nid to spend another RM 500 plus for the test again.
haiz...............................i'm lost.
i nid to prepare myself before i go a place to do sth.
now i dunno where i'm heading to.
just because NUS haven't give me a reply.
Singapore? Australia? MAlaysia?
there was time i imagine myself at Singapore.
then i changed to wad if i stay in Malaysia? one thing i can think of is i dun nid to pay that much for fees.
now i'm preparing myself to Australia. but still leave some space for Singapore.
and even Malaysia.
i'm tired.
though i din work.
i'm mentally busy.
this is more tiring.
STOP HARASSING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
= =".......give me an ans pls~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ as soon as possible!!!!!!!
reject or accept?
i've been letting them wait for my ans for nearly two months?around like that.
= =zzz
all was because NUS haven't reply me.
yes, NUS is my first choice.
thought for biological science, MElbourne has higher ranking than NUS.
but for all reasons i've considered, i'll still prefer NUS.
why i'm so stubborn?
Aus seems to be better than Singapore.
and the cert ....looks better than Asian's....
well....
Singapore is nearer to MAlaysia.
and it's like a sandwich. It's easier to go either west Malaysia or east Malaysia.
means, it's easier to go home or visit my friends.
and...it's cheaper.
as the rate......Singapore is lower. 2 plus. Aus got 3 plus. - -zzz
and it's much harder to get scholarship for Aus uni.
and i know Singapore better than Aus.
and Singapore speaks two languages instead of only English for Aus.
and the accent...............though we actually can get biasa with Aus English...
but the first year....i'll definitely suffer a lot more than it'll be in Singapore.
and...bully cases....yes...even u can avoid it in Malaysia.
but it'll be worse in Aus. and there....i'm alone.
Singapore i still got my siblings over there......Aus.....i'm just alone T_T.....
and the culture shock for sure....for the first year.
and my family can visit me more oftenly if i go Singapore.
if i go to Aus.....i guess me myself wont go home frequently.
might end up working there....studying hard like an insane.
and finish studying as fast as possible.
cuz my sis's fren complete her master just by one year plus.
she completed her courses by 2 to 3 years. which actual duration is around 4 to 5 years.
and now she's already working. and she's only 24. or 25. i'm not really sure.
still....she's young and she ALREADY COMPLETE HER MASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well.....maybe tat's harder for science subjects as there's more research and experiments need to be conducted. which makes the student harder to complete the course much earlier. even harder to student who wanna study Master for science subjects. cuz need to spend every minutes in the lab. and the outcomes are hard to be collected. esp bio-related experiments. cuz mostly related to living things and that consume a lot of time for the reactions to occur and complete. and hard to get success. cuz it's hard to control.
hmmmm....................but i'll try my best to complete the course as earlier as possible. IF i go to study at Aus.
haiz.
still cant decide.
i hope NUS can faster give me an answer.
now i'm kinda wanna dare myself to just go to MElbourne without caring bout NUS.
but those things that i considered make me hesitate......
T_T and IELTS too.......
though it's about the same as MUET....
but i'm REALLY not a good student with GOOD English.
my standard is ok ok nia.
i speak simple English with lots of grammatical mistakes.
and i WORKED VERY HARD tat i only can get low band 5 for MUET.
Melbourne requires me to get higher than band 6.5
= =zzzz just one band higher...yes....just one band higher....
just one band HIGHER UR HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
been so long time din study my English , my English is now SUCKS!
i forgot all the vocab i learnt...and i din learn much.- -zzz
and my pronounciation has becoming very weird...........my tongue tangled.
if i din practise my English again.....i'll only get band 4 for MUET......
which is much further from the aim i shud reach for IELTS....
yeah....my aunt say...though u din reach the target...they'll still let u in just bcause they wan money. = =zzz
but can reach the target is safer.
and wad if they really wan me to reach the target?
= =zzz and it's not cheap to sit for the test.
if i fail....i nid to spend another RM 500 plus for the test again.
haiz...............................i'm lost.
i nid to prepare myself before i go a place to do sth.
now i dunno where i'm heading to.
just because NUS haven't give me a reply.
Singapore? Australia? MAlaysia?
there was time i imagine myself at Singapore.
then i changed to wad if i stay in Malaysia? one thing i can think of is i dun nid to pay that much for fees.
now i'm preparing myself to Australia. but still leave some space for Singapore.
and even Malaysia.
i'm tired.
though i din work.
i'm mentally busy.
this is more tiring.
STOP HARASSING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
= =".......give me an ans pls~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ as soon as possible!!!!!!!
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